why is it in fashion to write everything in lowercase. i feel so tempted to do the same, god give me strength, i'm so weak :( Uhhh what is this, i feel the power now lol wtf, it was so easy, so God really exists uh :D is it all because I refused to write Your name in uppercase? That sounds kind of a weird insecurity for a God, no? Do You perhaps wanna talk about it with me? I think we're all alone. I didn't know God had those kinds of feelings. I mean, You're kind of everything and nothing at the same time; You're everywhere and nowhere; so I suppose You also feel everything and nothing at the same time too? Hum? Could You speak louder, I swear nobody's listening. Oh I see. Yes, I guess it would be weird for me if all of a sudden everyone started to write the first letter of my name in lowercase. I now get why You were uncomfortable. So You're just a normal God then, no mental health issues? Wow what, that's such a God thing to say, You're funny. I might just have a crush on you. Ups, I meant You, of course, my bad. Are we allowed to have a crush on God? Would you punish me if it wasn't? I'm gonna be honest, that's kind of hot lol. But Well, sorry GOD (you're such a flex ehehe) I didn't mean to be disrespectful, joking around is just the way I can let out some truths without feeling awkward, I think you can understand that. You do understand everything right? It's cute to see you vulnerable. Changing subject now? Are you feeling shyyyy ehehe don't worry. So what's the purpose of this diary, you ask? I'm not sure yet. The other day I was talking with Enisa and she said that we should write a diary in Spanish, so we could practice writing a little bit. I might try that sometimes, and I'll ask Dani to correct it. I just want to be able to talk about anything I want to. I'll write in Portuguese too. In fact, agora mesmo. Não tenho é mais nada para dizer hoje, estou cheia de sono e a panicar por não ter aproveitado o meu tempo livre para ver um filme, como se ver um filme fosse muito mais produtivo do que qualquer outra coisa. Mas pronto, é como disse hoje à Taipa, estou a tentar desfazer um monte de regras fictícias da minha vida, e começar por estas coisas não é mau. É um grande passo para mim na verdade. Hoje quebrei mais do que uma: comi mais do que um cubinho de aletria, comi um chocolatinho ao almoço, comi um bocadinho de pão ao jantar, escrevi a azul no meu diário em vez de escrever a preto. Tá bom, vou despedir-me aqui. See You tomorrow God. Can I call you by my name? ahahahaha JOKING that would mean I am God and gay.